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Sep 06

Little Sister, Filling My Shoes

My sister struggles with her weight. Month to month it can fluxuate 5-10lbs.

She was dressing in my room yesterday, and when she took off her shirt, i could see her rib cage all the way back to her spine.

She thinks I didnt notice..

Since then I’ve been watching her, and she barely touches her food and drinks a ton of water.

I’m sad and disgusted. I struggled with bulemia for years. Now watching my sister hate herself like i did… makes me wanna cry.

I don’t know what to do, she watched my go into highschool at 90lbs at 5’4, no breasts, no self-esteem, and bones protruding everywhere.

I hope she doesnt get to the point I did.

HELP!!!

Single. Unavailable.

I understand when people like other people, not me. All of the sudden I have several guys following me around like puppies.

I’ve talked to all but one of them about us being ‘just friends” and I absolutely hate when people ignore how I feel.

If I say we’re just friends, don’t try to change my mind. It irritates me, and it doesn’t work.

I like someone. And I can’t trust myself around him because he’s 18, and jail sounds like a really crummy punishment for falling for a girl who isn’t worth his time.

So it’s not okay for you to wrap your arms around me or make really sexual comments ESPECIALLY if I’ve sat down with you and told you to knock it off.